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Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Teringat Kenangan Lama

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Dulu masa when I was small, I lived in a rented house. Kami panggil rumah tu "rumah pindah" and I don't know why. My family was really sederhana, we were a mediocre type of family. Tak kaya sangat dan tak juga miskin sangat. But what I remembered about that house was that it holds most of my childhood memories, hence I write this blog post.

Masa ni lah zaman main kotor-kotor, lari macam nak rak. Tandas nak buang air besar kat luar rumah. Dengan nyamuk banyak, gelap dan tersumbat lagi..hai lahh..that was really the hardest part..Tapi aku bersyukur, alhamdulillah. Masa ni lah juga bilik air ada lubang-lubang yang katak muat masuk. Haku dah la fobia kalau bab-bab binatang macam tu..Haku pun melompat sekali. But all these memories remain because I want to cherish that. Not because we have a better life now, but to understand that kalau kita susah, ada lagi orang yang susah dari kita.

And masa ni jugak kami adik-beradik was really close to each other. Kalau kena marah, nangis sama-sama. Dulu kereta pun tak ada, jadi kalau pergi shopping barang-barang, sama ada mak ayah pergi berdua ataupun pinjam kereta tok. Dulu selalu kena tinggal kami adik-beradik kalau mak ayah shopping bukan sebab apa. Satu takut merengek nak macam-macam sebab masa tu bertiga kami just one year apart faham-faham la. Dua sebab kena menghangkut semua sekali nak berbaris macam bebudak sekolah pulak kan.

Ada satu hari my second brother and I, mak suruh angkat baju ke atau ampai baju I couldn't remember but we were so into playing sampai berselerak rumah and mak balik tired and all. Tengok-tengok baju ntah jadi hape and she mengamuk like crazy. Kami berdua rasa bersalah la and berdiri tegak-tegak depan mak and mak campak bakul kain depan kitorang. Kami punya kecut perut hanya Allah yang tahu. Tapi that's that, bebudak macam tu lah kan ingat nak main je. But that remains as memories yang I really really cannot forget. And I smiled when I remember it. Ehe.

What makes me remember this ialah sebab masa memasak tadi tengahari aku buka tingkap dapur and I saw the scenery was somewhat like my "rumah pindah" backyard. And I kind of miss that. And all those memories suddenly came and now while writing this, I still remember how my "rumah pindah" backyard looked like, when my mum and I were in the kitchen, sebab mak selalu buka pintu dapur when she cooked. And I kind of miss the atmosphere, the greens, the memories and all that made me who I am today.

And you are a bunch of memories that you have ever created and experienced. Cherish them and never ever forget them because you might forget your own self when you forget what made you who you are today.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Selamat Hari Guru.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Alhamdulillah, we have done with our teachers' day celebration in school. It was okay because it is the first time I'm celebrating it as a 'real' teacher. I may not have 20 years of experience, but experiencing 2 months of teaching alone makes you want to cry. It is so undeniable that teaching is the work of heart. If you do not have the heart in teaching, than you better not be one.

So, I want to take the opportunity to wish my fellow friends Happy Teachers' Day, my beloved Tesl Cohort 5 comrades, my first ever teachers which is my parents, my aunties and uncles who are also teaching, my mother who is also teacher herself and all the teachers in the whole wide world. Your job is awesome!! Keep it up the good work with the students, although sometimes you might get weary (yeah,I know!), but hey you are changing someone's life to the better, inshaAllah..

Syukru ilallah, and peace upon Nabi Muhammad s.a.w., which is also a murabbi as well as teachers, many people forget that Rasulullah s.a.w is also an awesome teacher himself. His teachings and preachers are still with us today and let us all salawat 'ala nabiyy. Alhamdulillah.

Friday, March 8, 2013

The things they are recently.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
I have been fine..although people are so worried about me there in Kunak. I wanted to write actively, actually, but things are against me. I was so so very busy for my classes and my responsibilities as a class teacher..It would have been nicer if I am able to share my teaching experiences with my friends as a new teacher. To be inspiring is too ambitious so I decided to be just a person who is sharing her experiences and as a new teacher I wanted to share it with my friends on teaching ideas and what should teachers do..

I will be posting about the ideas of me teaching in class and how I attract the pupils attention even though it is not always succeed. Hehe..

As I will be going back to Kunak this weekend which is tomorrow,  I hope that people will pray for the safety of Sabah and the villagers in Lahad Datu and the places that are affected such as Semporna, Tawau and Kunak.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Cameron Highland Holiday

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I went on a holiday with my family yesterday. As my aunt from Langkawi requested for us to go there, so we went there. It was not a holiday apparently but a simple sight seeing and trip.

Subhanallah, along the way we can see the Mightiness of our Creator. Ya Allah, bayangkan kita susah-susah tanam orkid dalam pasu bunga siap letak arang bagai, tapi orkid ini dengan senangnya membiak-biak dengan banyak di sekitar tepi-tepi jalan je. Maka inilah yang Allah telah beritahu kita dalam the Holy Al-Quran:

Still beautiful walaupun dicapture dengan kamera marhaen ini.
Katakanlah: Berjalanlah di muka bumi dan perhatikanlah, bagaimana Allah memulai ciptaan, kemudian Ia mengulangi penciptaan itu sekali lagi. Sesungguhnya Tuhan Berkuasa atas segala sesuatu.” (al-Ankabut, ayat 19-20)

MashaAllah kan. Sebab itulah manusia digalakkan bertebar di bumi dan meneroka alam semulajadi sebab Allah mahukan kita untuk memuji kebesaranNya, yang mana makhluk lain tidak pun mampu untuk menciptanya sebagai contoh alam kita ini lah. Lain tempat, lain penciptaannya, lain negara lain pula pemandangannya.

Look at the cloud. Sangat menenangkan.
Ini adalah gambar-gambar dalam perjalanan ke Cameron Highlands. Sangat cantik. Mata rasa sejuk je.

Subhanallah. Cantik.


Lepas tu kami pergi ke Al-Mashoor Strawberry Farm, ingat boleh petik sendiri-sendiri, tengok-tengok tak boleh dan buah strawberinya ciput-ciput lagi. Tapi aiskrim dia sedap sangat. Homemade ice cream. Lagi sodap dari Magnummume.
OMG I look soo large.
Then, depan kedai ini ada bunga matahari yang sangat besar dan cantik. Rumah kao ade?Takde mak. Aha.

Bunga Matahari besar sangat. Rasa nak petik tapi takut kena saman. Beautiful shawl from Tudungpeople.
Lepas tu, kami pergi ke kedai yang jual souvenir seperti bantal-bantal strawberi, pen strawberi, cawan strawberi, selipar strawberi, sweater strawberi, keychain strawberi, macam-macam la selagi orang boleh buat something out of strawberi.

Lepas tu pergi Bee Farm. Nothing much in here kalau siapa yang suka tengok bee boleh la pergi tengok. I didnt go because yeah. Malas jalan. =.='' Lain-lain ada souvenir la same as other places. After that dah lapar, jadi had to go to a place that we can sit and eat. Ada satu taman di Tanah Rata which I forgot to capture the pic because of my hungriness..Ehe.

Nothing much after that, we went to the shops there in Tanah Rata to look for sweater for the two keciks. After that, went back to the vege and fruits stalls to buy apa lagi sayur la. and few boxes of Cameron Tea of different flavour, Lemon, Apricot and of course 2boxes of strawberry tea.

Then, headed back home. Biasalah makan macam-macam and banyak pulak tu, on the way I felt like vomiting. One of the reasons is because of the snakey *boleh tak gini* roads. Sebab dah macam ular bersimpang siur.Aha.

In a nutshell, felt very happy even tired because I got to spend my quality time with family which I can never experience when I go back to Sabah.haha *spoil mood holiday*. I thanked Allah for this precious moments.  

Interview Moment

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Alhamdulillah Allah swt hidupkan lagi saya pada hari ini.

Alhamdulillah juga dah selesai interview SPP (Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Pendidikan). For those who want to become teachers, this interview is a compulsory thing for you to have a permanent status in the government sector.

I was posted to Sabah. Kunak. I've never heard of the name Kunak before. Name like Lahad Datu, Tawau and Sandakan are more normal and common. Kunak is just a little town in Sabah very small that it is equivalent to Pekan Masjid Tanah in Melaka if I were to compare. But the place is not bad. Not really bad and I am grateful to be posted there. Some of my friends whom I really respect, were posted far to the remote area. I wouldnt have imagine how to have electricity using a generator. Yes.
Back to the interview thingy. I didnt prepare much, I mean in term of educational knowledge, teaching knowledge. The content, I had some of the 'remembered' lecture notes in my head. Budget terror. Our comrades are busy chatting and confirm that there will be bullets of question regarding the education blueprint that was introduced recently. The systems and all but none was asked during my interview.

The conclusion is that, during interviews, make sure you have lots and lots of general knowledge and general knowledge again and your field of work, should be on your fingertips so that you will not be so so clueless like me in the interview room. Haha. If you want to be teachers, make sure your teaching knowledge should be at least in your heart. That's basic everyone should know that. But hey! I didnt know it. I thought the systems of our education were far more important but that's not it. Your experiences as well as your practicum days will help much. InshaAllah.

But how to do? I would like to be with my parents very much. Huks.
Overall, I was not so happy for what I did in the interview but I am okay since the interviewers were sharing beneficial knowledge with us and I found it really interesting and such an eye opener.


Biiznillah, I hope that I can get through the interview which means I want to pass the interview. Wouldnt want to face the same nervousness, environment and the same process all over again. 

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Official Graduation.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

My friends are busy updating their status on Facebook about our convocation ceremony last Sunday. But I am far more comfortable in sharing my gratitude and happiness in this blog because there are so many people on Facebook and I was a little bit shy *bajet* to share them. Maybe later inshaAllah.

With that, this is the official end of my first degree years. This is just the beginning of an end and the end of a sweet and sweaty beginning Alhamdulillah. Highest gratitude to my beloved and only parents, who sacrificed a lot and lots of things especially during my study years up until now. I don't know and not sure how to repay all that. I'm highly honoured to have them as my parents. To my best of the best friends, I don;t have to mentioned because you all know yourselves, my TESL comrades, who were with me this long and tiring six years, thank you to my heart content, the never ending hardworking lecturers, both from IPGM KPM and IIUM, Thank you so much for the knowledge and guidance you've given us, I thank all of u with all my heart. Last but not least, to our Almighty Allah Taala, who is indeed most Merciful, without His blessing, I would've been neglecting my studies. Allah is there for me of all the times, hard and happy times, listens to every laments and joys, given me countless blessings and sustenance, now and InshaAllah till the day I close my eyes. Longest and heartiest gratitude from me is generally not enough. I henceforth require all of your du'a for me to have a strong hard to keep learning and to contribute my strength and knowledge to the ummah and society inshaAllah. *Budget la sikit Valedictory Speech* Sekian.

My proud Grad presents. Ada lagi sebenarnya..

My Loving and Supportive Family
My Oldies bro. Thanks for coming!       




Allahu Allah. Thank You for this blessing! Alhamdulillah wa Syukru Lillah.

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Promo Tambah Ilmu

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Bagi sesiapa yang nak berkahwin, atau yang belum nak berkahwin pun, nak pergi tambahkan ilmu tentang pengurusan hati, wang dan juga ilmu tentang kehidupan, boleh cepat-cepat daftar sebagai early bird ke program Baitul Muslim Sebelum Aku Bernikah! Panel-panel yang dijemput MashaAllah, semua best-best belaka antaranya Amin Idris, Ustaz Pahrol, Ustaz Zaharuddin, Hilal Asyraf. Eh, dah sebut semua. Sesiapa yang nak tambah ilmu, boleh la pergi, bukan nak kahwin je kena pergi program-program macam ini, tapi untuk kehidupan seharian, mesti ada yang boleh dipraktikkan kepada keluarga masing-masing, InshaAllah. Sesiapa yang berkelapangan boleh lah mendaftar. Cepat-cepat, sebelum 28 September hanya RM 80 je..=)
 
Jom-jom!